I'm breaking apart on the inside. My face isn't my own, it's being changed from the fire thats consuming me. I look bone weary. I AM bone weary. The bad outweighs the good right now, and I have no method of expelling the toxicity of the bad as it builds up inside me. My self confidence diminishes more and more every day. My will to keep on diminishes more and more every day. It feels like every time I reach out, I'm beaten back. Every time I start to climb free, someone steps on my fingers. I'm precious close to giving up, and all I want is someone to save me.