I just don't get it.

She wants me. Me, the one who has a grossly overweight body. Me, with so many issues I can't be a productive member of society. Me the one everyone overlooks and ignores, or ridicules. Me, the broken, scarred one that has nothing of value to offer...she wants me. I don't pretend to understand. I don't get it at all, especially when she's beautiful and has a nice body, and has her shit together. She could have someone so much better...but she wants me.