why

Is it that people will tell you that they're there for you, but the second that your reaction is not the one they anticipated, they revoke their former offer. Or that they tell you you can talk to them about anything, but when you finally open up to them, they run like hell because "anything" doesn't cover the dark ugliness that are the things you actually need to talk about? People are willing to help until things move past a simple case of the blues. I'm done with reaching out. I'm done with falling on my face when people decide I'm too much. It's easier to just keep the shit inside and pretend.